Seagull

Today I saw someone purposefully throw food in front of a car so that seagulls would land to eat it and get hit. Sadly, this cruel plan worked I heard a sicking crunch
I turned and saw the speeding van pause than proceed to run it over with back wheels
Didn't bother to stop and see what they hit I just hope it dide quickly and was already dead by the time the back wheels hit. Everyone (well not me) was joking and laughing and saying they've done the same thing themselves I debated checking to make sure it wasn't suffering but it was fairly obvious the bird was crushed and lifeless. Such a deference to life makes me sick to my stomach. Okay to be perfectly honest here, I'm a FUCKING HYPOCRITE because I sincerely believe the pigs should die. And oh,I was reading about the jw's in the camps and found myself rooting for the nazis. So other than a couple exception I believe in respecting life. The seagulls were upset? sad? I don't know, I'm not a seagull, but they certainly were cawing very loudly after the incident It probably had a mate I hope it enjoyed its last meal. I hope it got a chance to have a good life. RIP seagull. Rest assured I will NEVER EVER drive a car. Killing something would break my heart.

Woke up

Woke up this mornig
Saw the morning sun blooming like a rose
Basking in enlightment's glow
Gottta know thyself before you know someone eles
Love to meditate free us from hate
Opened my eyes
The new day had come, sweet and delicous as plum
A wise sage asked me what do you seek?
I seek you out because there's so much I want to learn about
I want to make the weak strong so we can rise up as a mighty throng
Come join me and we'll bask in the sun till the day is done
There's plenty of room to grow, you know
Wake up and remember we all come from same womb
we'll all go back it seems soon
Every new day given is a gift
And one day I too will leave the earth, rise up like a bird with wings so swift

Lady in black

We've all been here before but I don't want to live this life anymore.
But the lady in black calls to me with her sour smell
and even though I know she'll lead me down the road to hell
with her bell ringing that death knell
she promises to set me free from this drepressing reality
I try to walk away for good but alawys end up walking back
Cause she's that alluring lady in black
My friends follow her, never to return
when will I ever learn?
My spoons now as charred as my knives
but charred knives never caused one to fear for their life
Lady in black Lady in black Lady in black
You've taken to many good friensd
I can't understand why this cities love for you hasn't come to an end

Isn't life just great

My friend killed no one told me so I missed the funeral, well that sucks moving on... All these people who are jailbirds start coming up tome and telling me nick, my bronot doing good. I rack my brain completating all plausible scenarios that involve my little bro meeting any of these people and the only places I can think of are (a) the streets of downtown or (b) jail. I hpe that my brother became homelss its a much nicer scenario. Sick with worry I check online and sure enough, my bro is FUCKED. And I mena FUCKED. tHEY ARRESTED HIM ON HIS 18 BIRTHDAY. hE'S GOING TO BE TRIED AS AN ADULT. jUST WONDERFUL. oN HIS BIRTHDAY. gEEZ tHEy COULD have some decencey. what the fuck. Robbery, kidnapping, unlawful use of a weapon where the fuck did he get a weapon gun?. And he got arrested in july and my parents didn't tell me anything. I had to find out he was in trouble from some scum fuck junkie who is a piece of shit. To sum up a complete asshole is willing to be nicer to me than my own fucking parents!!!! July thats three months ago!!! Is it drug related I hope not heroin,I know hes a pothead but geez potheads don't really rob for drugs. I am at a complete loss of what to do about this. I really hate my mo, that fucking cunt doesn't tell me shit. If every person Iwas related too was lying dead in ditch she wouldnt say shit. Oh my god am I really the most dencent put together person in my family? How sad.

Ammonia

I see why they call it p-town
The ammonic smell of piss clings to every fucking corner imaginable
Bums stacked like dominoes on 10th
One wrong move and everything falls apart

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!!
Can I please go one month without hearing someone I know is dead or dying?
Is that too much to ask
I found out a frien is in a coma
They think someone beat him
Who would want beat someone so exceedingly gentle
I never heard him say anything bad about anyone
I need to get out of this town
Sorrow is marked on me like a tatoo
To many bad merioes
I need to find a happier place asap

Hassan

Hassan
AKA Hassain


Hassan was love in human form
Always there to lend a hand
To care and understand
He was more than my friend he was my brother
Friends and family were the center of his world
His life revolved around them
As faithfully as the earth revolves around the sun
I never before had a friend I was never angry with
And I never saw him get upset and raise his voice, he was too gentle
Hassan will always be a part of my heart
Live on in our memories
I didn’t ever say I love you
So I’m saying it now
We spent all Tuesday together
Watched the sunset, It was so beautiful like you
And I liked to think for you
That night we poured out our souls and you cried in my arms
You were constantly laughing and repeating
“I bust rhymes like you bust Tequila’s lamp”
Why going to have rap battles and watch sports games with now?
A part of me is aching and broken
And I know I’ll ever stop missing you
Hassan was the kind of person I strive to be
His compassion set me free
He taught me how to see the good everyone
I wish you were here toss just what our friendship meant to me
But I’m also thankful for the five years we knew each other
Rest in peace my homie, and Godspeed