Thursday, May 15, 2008

Drugs quiet the poem in my head,

A whisper where I cannot make out the words.

People growing older where their hearing slowly fades to a murmur.
I strain to hear them but it’s like a fast moving locomotive has come between
Me and them.

Bellowing steam out of the engines, bellowing steam from beneath its cobalt belly.

A train the devil conducts, driving it up a grade no human could walk.

The horn blares the sound of a million unpleasant concerts beginning at once.

All these deadly thoughts bouncing in my head—

Like purposefully overdosing

Or not giving a shit about others.

Not giving a shit about others a far deadlier thought for I fear not death.

Whereas I use drugs to quiet the poetry in my head because the vivid dreams of my poet mind do--

Cause fear.

For those words are the greatest power I have ever come to know

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